This is your 3rd birthday Bailey. 3 years since you came into our world and changed it forever. The joy of meeting you and seeing your eyes look into mine is marred only by the pain of watching them close for that last time. When you left us that night my world crumbled. I will never be that person again, being Bailey's mummy has changed me forever. How could it not? I have wondered many times if I'd known how it all would end would I have changed it all. I now know I wouldn't have. 'I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance'. I could happily live without this pain but I wouldn't know the joy of being Bailey's mummy and I'd never know that joy I'll know when I get to hold you again someday.You taught us more about love in those 5 weeks than we'd learned in our lifetimes. Your daddy said 'everyone who knew you, was richer for your life' and that is so true. Even the people who have 'met' you through your website are inspired by your courage and strength. Your site has had 114,000 visits and it makes us so proud that you have touched so many people.

Thank you for being my wee man, thank you for looking at me with such love and thank you for all the gifts you've sent me since you left us. The white feathers touch my life so much, knowing you watch over us and send us wee signs makes me feel so special. If I had to look for a good to come out of your death then I wouldn't have to look too hard. The amazing friends that you and the other angels have sent me are truly a gift. I will never believe it's just coincidence that these people have come into my life. `Without many of them I don't know where I'd be today. Thank you so much for that gift, although I would give it all up in a heartbeat just to have that 'one more day'. I'd give up all my tomorrows for a single yesterday.

I love you so much and miss you every minute but you'll be in my heart...always.

Nite nite wee man and happy birthday.